原来的还是没变

也许是我太天真了吧
认真的以为自己可以学会等待
可是我还是没有变
等待对我而言真的是一种考验
或是一种折磨吧
不是我没耐心，
而是我真的没有那个信心
对你而言可能是给我的测试
但一年真的是会累
心累了
比什么都累
我不知道我还能等多久
时间真的是一种考验
对我是一种很煎熬的考验

an answer

it is really a question to myself for a long long time...
but i try to avoid and refuse to face it,
not that i am afraid of the answer,
is because i had know the answer actually,
but i think today i finally officially get the answer.

an answer from your guys,
an answer that i already know,
an answer that i dont really like,
an answer that really hurts my heart...

like a sentence the most,
"when you can help then you are member,
but when you cant then you just like nobody who pass by"

the road still there,
i may leave this car but not the way,
cause there always other car ready for me,
i may leave the team but not the love of Jesus.

disappointment

sometimes, life is full of disappointment,
is that we asking too much or just we not worth it.

原来还是原来的

久了累了
走了漫长的路是时候停下
一路上虽然疲惫
但，却有你，有欢笑。

也许，世事都难以预料
没有人可以陪你一路走下去
有人会在半路上车，也有人会在半路下车
下车的可以是你的好友，
上车的也可能是互不相识的，
我试着陪你一路走下去
但，我发现我发现原来我是在欺骗自己
一路上你并不寂寞
也许，我早就该下车了

好像走了好久
好像已看不到方向
但原来路一直都在
原来还是原来的

Sabah Trip

Sabah trip,
i should be happy
i think...

Somehow i just simply cant smile
why ?
a good question

Actually have a nice trip at kk
a nice dinner( full of seafood)
have a nice walk at the beach
the atmosphere is really nice

everything was nice
but why i am still moody...
seriously,
i don't know why...

hope can enjoy the trip...

ps: actually should be post up by yesterday

雨.夜.

又是下雨的夜晚，
不过此时的我们都在不同的地方
是否距离越远
思念就越深

雨天，思念的季节
或许是吧
每当夜深人静的时候
天空就会下起雨
因为我在思念着

也许是时候让这场雨慢慢停下了
但，
为何雨还是停不下来
还是早已习惯了雨天

有人说
与其想等这场雨停下来，
不如勇敢地撑起伞来，走出去
或许，你不知道
我早已经习惯了
习惯了独自在雨中行走

夜深人静的夜晚
下雨的夜晚
没有你陪伴的夜晚
思念的夜晚

n@tional DaY

national day
actually it doesn't mean to much to me
don't ask me why
it just doesn't mean much...

i think this is the best national day i have
although today really a tiring day
but at least i have a lot of fun today
except wake up by someone
just to arrange the slipper in front my door
what a stupid guy ruined my sleeping plan
but still need to thanks him also
if not i think i still haven start my Chinese assignment

we had been force to watch a stupid movie
the movie call Hati Malaysia
if i didn't recognize it wrong
a movie that is truly not real
it just try to bring out a message
that is if a "yalam" accept other race then they will be traitor
this is what i get from the movie
== is really speechless...
just forget about it

after the stupid movie
next station is Spring
have a nice cappuccino cheese cake at secret recipe
didn't eat it for a long long time
after cheese cake then the coming is igloo ice cream
mango flavour in kids cup, quite nice
buy a tee at Padini,
Don't Give Up( the wording on the tee)
this is the reason i buy the tee =p

actually have a lunch with Mr Alex
but i didn't make it
and also misses the pigeonhole project
till now still regret...

i still meet Mr Alex, Yun, Kenneth n Dinand
but is just after they finish the pigeonhole project
feel sorry about them
and we go for a dinner at 101
we have a lot of fun
really,a lot of
we take a lot of picture
nice picture
this really make me want to have dslr...
hope can get some sponsorship =p

after dinner there is GCB
seriously,
this is first time GCB in front of me
and i didn't feel want to have it..
believe me....

a tiring day with a lot a fun...
:p