it is really a question to myself for a long long time...
but i try to avoid and refuse to face it,
not that i am afraid of the answer,
is because i had know the answer actually,
but i think today i finally officially get the answer.
an answer from your guys,
an answer that i already know,
an answer that i dont really like,
an answer that really hurts my heart...
like a sentence the most,
"when you can help then you are member,
but when you cant then you just like nobody who pass by"
the road still there,
i may leave this car but not the way,
cause there always other car ready for me,
i may leave the team but not the love of Jesus.
