n@tional DaY

national day
actually it doesn't mean to much to me
don't ask me why
it just doesn't mean much...

i think this is the best national day i have
although today really a tiring day
but at least i have a lot of fun today
except wake up by someone
just to arrange the slipper in front my door
what a stupid guy ruined my sleeping plan
but still need to thanks him also
if not i think i still haven start my Chinese assignment

we had been force to watch a stupid movie
the movie call Hati Malaysia
if i didn't recognize it wrong
a movie that is truly not real
it just try to bring out a message
that is if a "yalam" accept other race then they will be traitor
this is what i get from the movie
== is really speechless...
just forget about it

after the stupid movie
next station is Spring
have a nice cappuccino cheese cake at secret recipe
didn't eat it for a long long time
after cheese cake then the coming is igloo ice cream
mango flavour in kids cup, quite nice
buy a tee at Padini,
Don't Give Up( the wording on the tee)
this is the reason i buy the tee =p

actually have a lunch with Mr Alex
but i didn't make it
and also misses the pigeonhole project
till now still regret...

i still meet Mr Alex, Yun, Kenneth n Dinand
but is just after they finish the pigeonhole project
feel sorry about them
and we go for a dinner at 101
we have a lot of fun
really,a lot of
we take a lot of picture
nice picture
this really make me want to have dslr...
hope can get some sponsorship =p

after dinner there is GCB
seriously,
this is first time GCB in front of me
and i didn't feel want to have it..
believe me....

a tiring day with a lot a fun...
:p

a.L.O.N.E.

alone,
alone in an empty room
a room just my old laptop and me
plus some food left by beloved roommates

alone
didn't feel to be alone for a long long time
try to use to it
but,
didn't like to use to it

there is two empty bed and empty table
watching it make me no mood continue my work
watching it make me feel more alone
just hate the feel of lonely

empty room
just me alone

好久好久

好久好久没有停下脚步，看看自己了
看看自己的心是否受伤了，
是厌倦了这种生活
还是只是累了
或许只是纯粹的想要安静下

忙碌的生活时常让我们忘记
忘记照顾自己的感受
忘记自己的需求
忘记爱自己
忘记我们所忘记的

回头想想，
是否我们都太忙了
忙到都忘记自己
忙到忘了休息
忙到只记得忙
忙是为了自己的理想
还是为了不让别人失望

也许是时候，停下脚步
让自己的心好好的休息了

give THANK

Really feel relax today...
Thanks to the God for everything and also thanks to emmee, miss jess, miss esther,n yan for the gathering at st bede this afternoon. It really make me feel relax and comfortable. Although it just a small gathering, but we pray to our God, sing and praise to our God, and also give thank to HIM. Sometimes we think that it is hard to thanks our God, because we always think that the thing happen on us is just usual thing. But we forget that even a simple thing is the gift from our God.
A week with a bad mood make me far from God. Really, it just happen to me. I forgot to pray the night prayer as i have promise myself. Even it just a simple prayer which wont take me more than 5 minutes, but i just simply lazy to have it. I feel lazy and no mood to share the daily reflection of the gospel reading. It is a hard week for me, but thanks God that everything had pass.
Praise the Lord and thank you Lord.

S.T.U.P.I.D

Am i just ＳＴＵＰＩＤ.
Ｔhis is the question that found in my heart，
Ｂｕｔ　ｉ　ｃａｎｔ　ｆｏｕｎｄ　ａｎｙ　ａｎｗｅｒ　ｉｎ　ｉｔ．

Ａｍ ｉ STUPID？
Ｔｈａｔｓ　ｔｈｅ　ｑｕｅｓｔｉｏｎ　ｔｈａｔ　ｉ　ａｓｋ，
Ｂｕｔ　ｔｈｅｒｅ　ｉｓ　ａｎ　ａｎｓｗｅｒ　ｆｒｏｍ　ｙｏｕ．

Ｓｔｕｐｉｄ，　
ｍａｙ　ｂｅ　ｉ　ａｍ　ｊｕｓｔ　ｓｔｕｐｉｄ．
ｔｈｅｒｅ　ｉｓ　ａｌｗａｙｓ　ａ　ｐｌａｃｅ　ｆｏｒ　ｙｏｕ，
ｉｔ　ｓｅｅｍ　ｔｏ　ｂｅ　ｅｍｐｔｙ．
Ｗａｉｔｉｎｇ，ｋｅｅｐ　ｗａｉｔｉｎｇ，
Ｗａｉｔｉｎｇ　ｆｏｒ　ｔｈｅ　ｐｌａｃｅ　ｔｏ　ｂｅ　ｃｌｅａｒ　
ｏｒ　
ｉ　ｊｕｓｔ　ｓｔｉｌｌ　ｗａｉｔｉｎｇ　ｆｏｒ　ｓｏｍｅｏｎｅ．

R.A.I.N.

walking in rain
didn't such thing for long time
but it was awesome

rain just fall down
it just get wet
it was cold
it was really cold
but i feel free

just realize
i didn't set myself free
since a long long time
shout in rain
scream in rain
release myself in rain

rain,
it just rain.

L.O.S.T

I was lost
Lost in every where
And lost in everthing
Lost the target

The skies are dark
I cant even find the light
The roads are whisky
I cant find the ways

I was down
Juz like falling into a deep cave
Cant find the target
And search no way

May be I am just lost
Lost in my dream…