原来还是原来的

久了累了
走了漫长的路是时候停下
一路上虽然疲惫
但，却有你，有欢笑。

也许，世事都难以预料
没有人可以陪你一路走下去
有人会在半路上车，也有人会在半路下车
下车的可以是你的好友，
上车的也可能是互不相识的，
我试着陪你一路走下去
但，我发现我发现原来我是在欺骗自己
一路上你并不寂寞
也许，我早就该下车了

好像走了好久
好像已看不到方向
但原来路一直都在
原来还是原来的

Sabah Trip

Sabah trip,
i should be happy
i think...

Somehow i just simply cant smile
why ?
a good question

Actually have a nice trip at kk
a nice dinner( full of seafood)
have a nice walk at the beach
the atmosphere is really nice

everything was nice
but why i am still moody...
seriously,
i don't know why...

hope can enjoy the trip...

ps: actually should be post up by yesterday

雨.夜.

又是下雨的夜晚，
不过此时的我们都在不同的地方
是否距离越远
思念就越深

雨天，思念的季节
或许是吧
每当夜深人静的时候
天空就会下起雨
因为我在思念着

也许是时候让这场雨慢慢停下了
但，
为何雨还是停不下来
还是早已习惯了雨天

有人说
与其想等这场雨停下来，
不如勇敢地撑起伞来，走出去
或许，你不知道
我早已经习惯了
习惯了独自在雨中行走

夜深人静的夜晚
下雨的夜晚
没有你陪伴的夜晚
思念的夜晚

n@tional DaY

national day
actually it doesn't mean to much to me
don't ask me why
it just doesn't mean much...

i think this is the best national day i have
although today really a tiring day
but at least i have a lot of fun today
except wake up by someone
just to arrange the slipper in front my door
what a stupid guy ruined my sleeping plan
but still need to thanks him also
if not i think i still haven start my Chinese assignment

we had been force to watch a stupid movie
the movie call Hati Malaysia
if i didn't recognize it wrong
a movie that is truly not real
it just try to bring out a message
that is if a "yalam" accept other race then they will be traitor
this is what i get from the movie
== is really speechless...
just forget about it

after the stupid movie
next station is Spring
have a nice cappuccino cheese cake at secret recipe
didn't eat it for a long long time
after cheese cake then the coming is igloo ice cream
mango flavour in kids cup, quite nice
buy a tee at Padini,
Don't Give Up( the wording on the tee)
this is the reason i buy the tee =p

actually have a lunch with Mr Alex
but i didn't make it
and also misses the pigeonhole project
till now still regret...

i still meet Mr Alex, Yun, Kenneth n Dinand
but is just after they finish the pigeonhole project
feel sorry about them
and we go for a dinner at 101
we have a lot of fun
really,a lot of
we take a lot of picture
nice picture
this really make me want to have dslr...
hope can get some sponsorship =p

after dinner there is GCB
seriously,
this is first time GCB in front of me
and i didn't feel want to have it..
believe me....

a tiring day with a lot a fun...
:p

a.L.O.N.E.

alone,
alone in an empty room
a room just my old laptop and me
plus some food left by beloved roommates

alone
didn't feel to be alone for a long long time
try to use to it
but,
didn't like to use to it

there is two empty bed and empty table
watching it make me no mood continue my work
watching it make me feel more alone
just hate the feel of lonely

empty room
just me alone

好久好久

好久好久没有停下脚步，看看自己了
看看自己的心是否受伤了，
是厌倦了这种生活
还是只是累了
或许只是纯粹的想要安静下

忙碌的生活时常让我们忘记
忘记照顾自己的感受
忘记自己的需求
忘记爱自己
忘记我们所忘记的

回头想想，
是否我们都太忙了
忙到都忘记自己
忙到忘了休息
忙到只记得忙
忙是为了自己的理想
还是为了不让别人失望

也许是时候，停下脚步
让自己的心好好的休息了

give THANK

Really feel relax today...
Thanks to the God for everything and also thanks to emmee, miss jess, miss esther,n yan for the gathering at st bede this afternoon. It really make me feel relax and comfortable. Although it just a small gathering, but we pray to our God, sing and praise to our God, and also give thank to HIM. Sometimes we think that it is hard to thanks our God, because we always think that the thing happen on us is just usual thing. But we forget that even a simple thing is the gift from our God.
A week with a bad mood make me far from God. Really, it just happen to me. I forgot to pray the night prayer as i have promise myself. Even it just a simple prayer which wont take me more than 5 minutes, but i just simply lazy to have it. I feel lazy and no mood to share the daily reflection of the gospel reading. It is a hard week for me, but thanks God that everything had pass.
Praise the Lord and thank you Lord.

S.T.U.P.I.D

Am i just ＳＴＵＰＩＤ.
Ｔhis is the question that found in my heart，
Ｂｕｔ　ｉ　ｃａｎｔ　ｆｏｕｎｄ　ａｎｙ　ａｎｗｅｒ　ｉｎ　ｉｔ．

Ａｍ ｉ STUPID？
Ｔｈａｔｓ　ｔｈｅ　ｑｕｅｓｔｉｏｎ　ｔｈａｔ　ｉ　ａｓｋ，
Ｂｕｔ　ｔｈｅｒｅ　ｉｓ　ａｎ　ａｎｓｗｅｒ　ｆｒｏｍ　ｙｏｕ．

Ｓｔｕｐｉｄ，　
ｍａｙ　ｂｅ　ｉ　ａｍ　ｊｕｓｔ　ｓｔｕｐｉｄ．
ｔｈｅｒｅ　ｉｓ　ａｌｗａｙｓ　ａ　ｐｌａｃｅ　ｆｏｒ　ｙｏｕ，
ｉｔ　ｓｅｅｍ　ｔｏ　ｂｅ　ｅｍｐｔｙ．
Ｗａｉｔｉｎｇ，ｋｅｅｐ　ｗａｉｔｉｎｇ，
Ｗａｉｔｉｎｇ　ｆｏｒ　ｔｈｅ　ｐｌａｃｅ　ｔｏ　ｂｅ　ｃｌｅａｒ　
ｏｒ　
ｉ　ｊｕｓｔ　ｓｔｉｌｌ　ｗａｉｔｉｎｇ　ｆｏｒ　ｓｏｍｅｏｎｅ．

R.A.I.N.

walking in rain
didn't such thing for long time
but it was awesome

rain just fall down
it just get wet
it was cold
it was really cold
but i feel free

just realize
i didn't set myself free
since a long long time
shout in rain
scream in rain
release myself in rain

rain,
it just rain.

L.O.S.T

I was lost
Lost in every where
And lost in everthing
Lost the target

The skies are dark
I cant even find the light
The roads are whisky
I cant find the ways

I was down
Juz like falling into a deep cave
Cant find the target
And search no way

May be I am just lost
Lost in my dream…

暮春三月

江南城外，一次美丽的邂逅。
东风吹起你我的相遇，
屹立在街道旁的客栈是你的避风港。
不知是上天的玩弄，
还是命运的安排，
我竟也在那客栈里。

你我那日匆匆的相遇，为彼此留下了美好的印象。
荒烟漫草的年头就连分手都很沉默
等待东风的再次吹袭，
等待着你的到来。

在那等待的岁月里，
我好比那贞洁的莲花，
谢了又开，开了有谢。
我的容颜如同莲花，
随着季节的变迁渐渐的流下了岁月残留下的痕迹。

为何春天久久还未到来，
东风迟迟还未吹袭。
但天天盼望着你归来的我依然在等待，

我的心有如一座寂寞的城，
一座空荡无比的小城，
有的尽是我对你的思念。

篱笆外的古道你牵着我走过，
但现在，
我却听不到青石古道上有你的跫音
唯有寄望在梦境里我们还有机会重逢
古道里那些甜蜜的记忆，
如今我只能独自一人在心里慢慢的回忆。

漫长的等待，
我的内心宛若一座荒凉的小城
又是空虚，又是寂寞

夜太静，
独自一人麻木的走在崩溃的边缘
我的心灵有如紧闭窗扉
等待着东风的吹袭。
东风还未来，
马蹄声却响起，
我紧闭的心开了，
以为经漫长的等待和期盼，
你终于回来了但这一切盼望都以成空。

还是，
我只是你生命里转头就忘的路人甲，
我这个没名没姓的过客，
凭什么要你记得我。

我想我该忘记，
忘记让我伤心的你。

同伴

天微微的亮了，
我还是站在这里，
不知过了
多少个天亮，多少个天黑，
疲倦的心，再也走不动了。

发现，自己站在原点，
好久好久了...
路太长，还是心太累了...

发现，当年的伙伴以满满的离开，
各自向自己的梦想奔去。
当年的我们已回不去了，
过去的欢笑，过去的争吵声，
只能在回忆里摸索。

是否，还记得那年那个约定，
约定，约定好了，
时间和距离，
不会使我们之间的间隔。

发现，少了同伴们的陪伴，
原来是那么的孤独，
少了同伴们的支持，
就走不下了。

天亮了，
是时候放下思念，
放下感慨，
收拾好心情，
继续往自己的理想奔去。